police story

i was resistant to catch the "new police story" cos there were a lot of hype from CNA-- channel news asia. CNA was probably the official station kind of arrangement hence there were lots of coverage. and i dont like to be led by propaganda and the sort. but anyway-- i watched the movie lah. very stressful situations.. jackie went into a crackdown operation with his boys and they were all tortured to death and he had to watch them die helplessly. stressful right? one thing i like abt the show was how one simple thoughtfulness can positively effect another's life. like in the movie- nicholse tse's father was singer wu bai (everyone laughed). father and son, left with no money and no food no shelter. father went to seven-eleven it's a store and more, to steal a bun for hungry son. knocked down by on-coming lorry and died. young sons cries, poilce man Jackie said to young son, "boy, nothing is fair in this world. forget the misery and carry your life with strength". blah blah. it helps. at least that's how i wanna believe.
oh btw-- the movie was also probably sponsored by nokia and lego.. why? you ask.. all the phones that had their screen time were all nokia.. the 7610 series and the sort. they even used it to video the baddie driving off in his flashy car. ya. i wanted that cool phone. my fren val has it. she used it to stitch movie clips. very cool! but she says no need to buy it. cos i'll only play with it for like 2 weeks and than it is not cool anymore. well perhaps. the thing is that my company would have bought me that phone had i reached my sales target but i didnt.. so sad. well, i really got to prioritise my spending -- for instance pay that red reminder phone bill first? haha. no it was red reminder utilities bill. they implied that first, i would find that my water pressure would reduce subtly, and if i still dont pay up, i may endanger myself when i have shampoo in my eyes while in shower and there is no water to save me. oh, sonyericsson 500i is fighting heads on with nokia 7610? video cam and all? anyway-- pardon me.
ive had like dark circles around my eyes for eons but of late, i am BOTHERED. late nites,,,,
korean VCDs-- stairways to dunno what,, heaven i think. stairways to heaven sounds right.
k this korean drama.. cry cry cry.. ya. silly but still cry. why? anyway for this drama, the good episodes are the ones where lead actress has amnesia. after regaining memory, the cant-make-up-my-mind part is draggy.. i think the WORST thing that can happen to any lovers is to have your partner NOT REMEMBERING you. u see this love of your lifetime in front of you and he / she doesnt have as much of emotional connection to you as you have for her / him. then how? then how? WORSE than the person is dead right?
i had a dream like that once and i was devastated. he couldnt recognise me and thought that i was a passerby. shockingly scary.